Friday, May 2

The BIG Letters




You, you're such a big star to me
You're everything I wanna be
But you're stuck in a hole
and I want you to get out



This morning I woke up with the greatest craving for cotton candy. I had a dream involving cotton candy, maybe that explains it. Aaaaaah.

Sweet, sweet fluffy stuff.



I haven't decided when I'll stop writing. There was a year when I quit a month before the papers. Then there was that time I kept writing until the very last minute.

Right, this year I'll stop in the 7th. Exactly one week before papers start.

Whoa, wait, what's that? That's only FIVE days away??

[insert nervous laughter]


And....

Exactly what have I finished reading?

Well, I'm done with Hart and Jaffey. And.. the study packs.

[more nervous laughter]


It's not really about... the quantity now is it?

I'm not at all good at mugging or spotting questions or making whatever predictions. I see everyone doing all that; in fact somebody even analyzed PYQ's and came up with a table on it. [insert heart attack]


What happens if you can never memorize things, can't sit still for more than 15 minutes, and is more often high on drugs than not? How does one mug under these conditions?


What needs to be read. Again. :
1. Cavendish IP Law Q&A
2. Law's Empire (about 30% left)
3. Nigel Simmonds (about 50% left)
4. Morrison's THE Chapter 14
5. Clarkson & Hill here and there


[nervous. laughter]



All your anticipation pulls you down
When you can have it all, you can have it all.

So come on, come on, get it on
Don't know what you're waiting for
Your time is coming don't be late




Strange thing, I read better in Old Town.
I have no idea why.
And I just can't stop eating their butter kaya toast and downing their iced enriched chocolate (less ice of course)


ENGKORANG ADA LETAK CANDU KE??!!


So yesterday was interesting. Usually I find myself in the Old Town in central market. Well, it's just a ten minute walk to school from there. Plus, they know me and never screw up my orders. (orders backed by threats?)

Like in Goldilocks, things come juuuuust right.

But yesterday, date and I were in the chain in Sg Wang instead, because we had wanted to get out of that side of town. Yea, turned out not to be a very good idea.

We chose a rather spacious booth, as usual I had my toast and chocolate (C-H-O-C-O...LATE!) and he had... springy(?) noodles and white tea (sounds a little off huh? WHITE tea?)

He'd brought with him Pickwick Papers, a cryptogram puzzle book and a game book. Nerdy me brought Simmonds, Morrison, Hart (I had meant to bring Dworkin actually - grabbed at the wrong jurist) and a penguin concise dictionary. I'm beginning to notice that I'm a much bigger nerd on my days off from school.

Whoa, dude, like... so not cool?

Anyway, we were set on sitting there the entire day.

In Central Market, that wouldn't have been a problem. They had small tables for two. Even booths for two.

I usually crawl up in one and sit four or five hours at a time.

No kidding. Mission: impossible, made possible.

These idiots in Sg. Wang made their booths for six. Spacious indeed - though very unnecessarily so. And who would've thought, after awhile, our waiter had to invite us to either move to a different (smaller) table or... leave. Right.

Easy choice:

We left.

Yes, it was selfish for the two of us to be taking up a booth made for company of six, but... there were no small booths, and like hell was I gonna sit and read all day on stools. Corns and calluses on my ass is never a welcomed thing.

For only thinking of the comfort of larger numbers and neglecting two persons parties, I have only one thing to say to Old Town Sg Wang.

F.A.I.L


Don't you let your demons pull you down
'Cause you can have it all, you can have it all.



And speaking of fails...

1. Ran out of moisturizer. Thought the bottle could last me a little longer, maybe until after exams? So had put off ordering a new bottle. HAHAHAHA. Tiba-tiba je discover botol kering.

Fine. Bought a small bottle of something for a quick fix.

This morning woke up and found that the flakies had returned. Then realized the quick fix had salicylic acid in it. Tak reti baca label sebelum beli? Literacy FAIL.

2. Must switch phone off during nights of heavy meds. So as not to make random calls and FAIL to remember a single thing said the next morning. Or even ever making the calls.

3. Still having Brilliant attacks from time to time. Nothing wrong with still missing him right? Hold on, why is this on my FAIL list then??? A FAIL FAIL.




Hey let me love you,
You're all that matters to me,
So come on,
Shine all your light over me.




Time to shine.






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